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Eat This!

Jesus, John's Gospel

53Jesus said to them, “Very truly I tell you, unless you eat the fleshof the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you.54Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life, and I will raise them up at the last day. 55For my flesh is real food and my blood is real drink. 56Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood remains in me, and I in them. 57Just as the living Father sent meand I live because of the Father, so the one who feeds on me will live because of me. 58This is the bread that came down from heaven. Your ancestors ate manna and died, but whoever feeds on this bread will live forever.” 59He said this while teaching in the synagogue in Capernaum. -John 6:53-59 NIV

“Ewww. This is so gross! Here, try it!” Have you ever been in this situation? With a friend? A spouse? My immediate response is, “Absolutely not!” (Hopefully, you’ve never been the one to do this to someone!)

Jesus uses a repulsive metaphor to describe life in him. Why would he do this? This certainly isn’t the way to gain more followers or increase his influence. Why describe following him in such an offensive way?

Thinking through this, is it any less repulsive to be asked to limit ourselves for our faith, for the weaker brother or sister, for life in Christ than it is to be asked to eat flesh and drink blood? Not to our American sensibilities. In fact, we would probably come nearer to cannibalism than to the possibility of diminishing ourselves for someone else.

The way of Jesus can be repulsive to us because of what it asks of us. This isn’t a call to a picnic at the beach or tiptoeing through the tulips. It’s a complete surrender to King Jesus, a picking up of our cross daily, laying down of my rights, my way, my life, my everything.

I recoil at the thought of eating Jesus’s flesh and drinking his blood. I recoil no less at the thought of giving up my life in total surrender to him.

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Desiring Fake or Real

Jesus

The counterfeit Jesus might tell me
all the things I want to hear
might bless all “my truth”
and affirm everything about me
My counterfeit Jesus won’t make any demands
or ask me to surrender anything

Why?

Because counterfeit Jesus isn’t willing
to give up anything for me.
My counterfeit Jesus never went to the cross
He would never ask me to come and die
because he’s unwilling to die for me

I want the real Jesus
The one who can ask for all
and make claims on my life
because he lived and died (and rose) for me

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Counterfeit Jesus

Jesus

So close, yet so far away
What I want
but not the way I want it.
So close, I could touch you
but still miss who you really are

To hear the stories
how all the Scriptures point to you
and still not be able to see you
I hear the words
and somehow still miss the Truth

Break the bread
Open my eyes
Let me see you as you really are

What keeps me from seeing
the Jesus right in front of me
the Jesus who comes to heal and restore

The counterfeit Jesus I’ve created
the counterfeit Jesus I prefer
He makes fewer demands
and blesses all I am and believe
and never asks me to take up my cross

Who is this Jesus before me?
Not the one nailed to the cross
But a poor imitation of the authentic One

But the real Jesus is still here
still walking with me
reminding me of who he is
and what he’s done
and what he’s inviting me to

An invitation to lay down my life
so I can truly live

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The Disappointment of the Resurrection

Jesus

Oftentimes, our expectations go unmet
We share big news to a lackluster response
It’s important
It matters
Where are the balloons? The confetti?

Confusion
Misunderstanding
Unable to see what’s right in front of your face

Jesus, did you feel any of this?
An empty tomb
Foretold many times
yet never comprehended

Are you the gardener?
A mysterious guest on the road?
A ghost?

On that first Easter morning
No confetti
No noisemakers
Just a stone moved
Linen clothes on a slab
An empty tomb
and bewilderment

Were you disappointed, Jesus?
That it took a bit for reality to set in?
That they needed a sign to know it was really you?

No.
There was no disappointment
Just faithfulness
to love
to show the scars
to call their names
to bring along
to encourage
to restore.