The Disappointment of the Resurrection

Jesus

Oftentimes, our expectations go unmet
We share big news to a lackluster response
It’s important
It matters
Where are the balloons? The confetti?

Confusion
Misunderstanding
Unable to see what’s right in front of your face

Jesus, did you feel any of this?
An empty tomb
Foretold many times
yet never comprehended

Are you the gardener?
A mysterious guest on the road?
A ghost?

On that first Easter morning
No confetti
No noisemakers
Just a stone moved
Linen clothes on a slab
An empty tomb
and bewilderment

Were you disappointed, Jesus?
That it took a bit for reality to set in?
That they needed a sign to know it was really you?

No.
There was no disappointment
Just faithfulness
to love
to show the scars
to call their names
to bring along
to encourage
to restore.

Restlessness

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Restlessness in the waiting
Let’s go
Let’s get a move on
Wait
There are things to do
Wait
Chop-chop
Wait
I don’t have time for this
Wait
This is stupid
Wait

I’m here
in the waiting
Calling you to sit with me
In the stillness
In the silence
Resist the urge to run ahead
Fight against your natural desires
to push ahead
Wait
Look
Listen
For I am found in the waiting

Reflections

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My mind keeps thinking about fear. Not that I am fearful right now. But the power of fear and how fear is constantly used to manipulate and control people.

There’s an eclipse, so be afraid because this is God’s judgment. Oh, and Jesus is coming back to “get you, my pretty!” An earthquake in New York – be afraid. God is angry with you, and an earthquake is his call for you to repent. NOW!

The loudest voices get the most airtime and spread the most fear.

They’re coming to get you.
They’re going to destroy your way of life.
They’re going to change things.

Peace, be still.
These are the words of Christ that calm the anxious storm within.

Turn off the voices that are fear-mongering
And listen to the words of the Master. The Creator.

Peace, be still.

No more fear. For perfect love casts out fear.
And I know perfect love.
His name is Jesus.